I always know there is a good chance I will outlast my pets, and I will experience grief when they decide to leave, but I will continue to adopt as long as I live. I recently personally experienced the loss of one of the best friends I have ever had, and was not prepared for the grief I would experience. Jack was part human – he was so in tune to my son and me and was so independent in his own soul. He was a unique personality and my son and I share in the grief of losing a very dear friend. We are both better people as a result of having Jack in our lives. As a medium, I know life continues and I experienced all the tell tale signs that Jack was still with us through the EMF meter, and through us calling out the name Jack by mistake when we meant to say another name. I also see his little orb – I recognize him. I also saw him in my dreams and he was beautiful fluffy white and healthy. But all of these things did not alleviate my grief as he was missing from my life. His bed was empty, all of the things we shared together were no more. I came home to the silence devoid of the excited barking that I was taking too long to get in the house to greet him. I was also blocked from the light of God. I could not pray, meditate, and mediumship was out of the question. I was shut down. But little by little I am returning. I was able to pray this morning. We also have our beloved Oliver who we both thought would go first as he is already 18, but he stays loyally with us as we all provide each other comfort. But I know before long I will have to endure the loss of another great friend. But I will take courage as it is all in the name of love.
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